The Innocent World

The Innocent Sandbox World


25 March 2024


The world is innocent.

It doesn't punish you for existing.

Yet somehow it does--Sometimes.

Price of admission, in a sense to 'live' in this world.

We have come so far that it can be framed that the people before us, has gave us a mandatory cane to walk this world, and that cane is--money.

We can't survive without money in a lot of sense.

Yet it wasn't always like that but it's the way it is now, at least for me, at least in my country and in a lot of countries.

Yet the world is still innocent. I believe.

It doesnt ground you.

It's what we see to be.

We never see things as it is, we see things as we are.

A poor child who just lost his parents over terrorist attack in Moscow could say the world is cruel and I don't blame them.

A foster child who never gets to know or even see his parents could say the world is grim and I don't blame them.

A fortuned child who has loving parents could call the world to be beautiful and full of bless and I don't blame them.

No one see things as it is, we see things as we are.

Be angry, curse the world, curse God or the lack of order and the neverending misfortunes, just remember that the world doesn't judge you for who you are because what you think about the world reflects who you are or the state you are in.

The biggest irony is still in that--the world carved your being.

You just never realized it.

To be granted with so many blessings and curse.

To have myelin sheathe and not to have neurodegenerative diseases.

To be able to think and to write your thoughts.

To be able to see without catharacs.

To be gifted with loving parents.

We take so many things for granted.

The world doesn't judge us for who we are, the world is only to be perceived through who we are.

I have loved and I have hated living.

I cursed the world and wanted to depart from living not knowing that I was fortunate enough in a sense, an odds so alien to have retrovirus DNA on me that enabled me to think, knowing that I am not who I am without my ability to think of who I am.

Nearly one-tenth of the human genome contains snippets of viral DNA left over from ancient infections. These DNA fragments, called endogenous retroviruses (ERVs), have been passed along and modified over millions of years of evolution. National Institutes of Health, 2022